
She is getting bigger and kicking and punching A LOT! Sometimes she punches so hard I think my water is going to break. The punching is super low so I am assuming she's still hanging out in my pelvis. And sometimes I think I can feel her foot pushing out against my side.
Sometimes the pelvic and hip pain is really terrible. If I have been sitting or lying down for a while and try to stand up and walk my bones don't want to move. I usually have to stand there for a few seconds until they remember what they are supposed to do and then I can hobble around. I feel like I'm 80! Hopefully after she is born things will get back to normal quickly.
All of a sudden I have this urge to do lots of projects. I finally finished up some clothes a friend of mine asked me to fix, shorten and now there are tons of other things I want to sew (my Philippines quilt, a nursing cover, arm rest covers for the will be nursing chair, a pillow for the nursing chair, a sewing machine cover.) Now if I could only find time to sew all of those things. It is especially hard now that Jonas isn't having naps! I guess I could try to get them done with him awake but the last time I tried to do a project that required cutting fabric with kids around I cut off part of my finger. Not something I want to do again!
Along with these projects I feel like I need to get our furniture situation under control. Basically we have way too much and I need it to go away so the nursery can function as a nursery. The only place to put anything is in our bedroom but there isn't any convenient place for it to go. It stresses me out! I know we have a few weeks left but I want it done NOW! But its not like I'm going to start moving furniture around myself. Then my water probably would break.
For some reason I am also stressing out about baby items we need. The most important in my mind right now (and probably will be until I buy or make some) are beanies. Maybe it is because this is my first winter baby and I want to make sure she is warm enough, but I think about it all the time. I'm thinking of just getting a few different fabrics and making some myself. Also on my mind is an outfit to bring her home in. I know I could probably find something in the baby clothes we had already or have been given but
I really want to pick it out. Is that weird that I want to be the one to buy it? Maybe it is but I haven't bought her any clothes yet (shocking, isn't it!? Trust me, its taken a lot of self control!) and I think that would be the perfect purchase for me to make. Not like its going to be anything fussy. Probably just a nice, cozy sleeper...but I want to buy it myself! :) Funny the things that seem so important in my pregnancy brain right now.
I have another antenatal appointment in a few days and I am looking forward to asking my midwife lots of questions like what exactly the process of having a baby is like in Australia, pain medication options, what a birth plan is supposed to include. And of course I'll get to hear her heart beat again, which is always nice.